Pre-easter

I like rabbits!! boink boink boink
Gonna teach myself to knit today. wee weee

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A puff a day keeps stress away!

die! die!

so, so...the other day I followed peter to his usual fishing spot and i caught my first fish. my rod felt heavy like it was being pulled and i started screaming like a crazy bitch in the middle of the wharf at night and then I saw my helpless fish fighting for air and it was going like "flop flop flop flop" on the plank and I got scared and suddenly remembered the Bhuddist stories that my mum used to tell me about taking a life away and karma so I begged peter to unhook my fish and let it go. but then about an hour later i started regretting the fact that i let it go and how i could have had it for dinner. so i'm gonna go fishing again soon and i hope i'll catch a fish so fat that i can't even finish it for dinner. i'm gonna kill a fish before i go to hell. muahaha.

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I read an article today in the local paper about the importance of respect towards your partner in a relationship. There are plenty of articles like these all the time but how much do we truly act on it? I was thinking about my previous relationship and I believe that one of the main reasons we didn't work out was because of my lack of respect towards him. I used to think that respect for my partner meant factoring him in my decisions and my life. The problem was that I never thought about his decisions or what he wanted for us. In a relationship, we also have to acknowledge each other's differences by allowing your partner his/her own space to fulfill these differences. It's hard, especially if you tend to be the needy sort of person. But in the long-run, I believe it's truly beneficial for a healthy relationship. I was a really selfish lover, always taking but never giving. Everything was all about what I wanted for us and my expectations in our relationship. I took him for granted and we ended up hurting each other. 

It's taken me awhile to realize this, but better late than never. Think about your relationship and work it out. Some sacrifices are worth it. Talk is good, but don't pick a fight.

monday bluesss

It's been awhile since I've written anything here. I think it's just because I don't really know what to say or where to begin with. Things are happening really fast for me. Most importantly...I don't feel lonely anymore. :) oh and I picked up photography! Very expensive hobby but really fun. nenenenene

yeay :)

First roll of test shots from my Holga. Me likey!

Happy Birthday Minh!

okay fine i cropped the photo. i don't know the dude standing next to minh so i might as well crop him away. arhar har. i love photoshop!